I began to write letters. This is an ongoing process- you will never write one letter or one list and expect that everything will be fixed. I write letters to myself asking for forgiveness because of... and I am very detailed and descriptive about my emotions and the way that I physically feel when I hold grudges. I also write letters to people forgiving them, even if it is the old man who flipped me off in traffic or the friend who ditched me on my birthday. I write a detailed description of how they made me feel and how the violence has invaded my thoughts and hurts me more than them. 95% of the time I don't even deliver my letters. I write them in my common-place-book and read them over and over again until I experience a full range of emotions around the words and then that is all they are. A simple clutter of words, on a page, in a book that I will have forever and hold very dear to my heart. I still get angry sometimes, upset, frustrated and judgemental; I am human. Some situations take more work than others. We are forever learning about ourselves this is a lifelong process to clean our spirits and start over with healthier, more loving thoughts.
I made this playlist with just that in mind. I hope that you have enjoyed it and that you will find enlightenment through your forgiveness!
The Heart of the Matter- India.Arie
Amazing- Josh Kelley
Come On Get Higher- Matt Nathanson
One Step Closer- Michael Franti and Spearhead
On My Mind - Kalai
Gotta Have You- The Weepies
You Found Me (Acoustic Version) - The Fray
One Of Those Days - Joshua Radin
Winter Song - Sara Bareilles & Ingrid Michaelson
Cannonball- Damien Rice
The Well (Demo)- A Fine Frenzy
I Can't Help Falling In Love- Ingrid Michaelson